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Haish~..sorry sbb blog aku skarang x totally in english..aku xde mood ar skunk..bnyk sangat problem yg menjelma sampai palotak aku terasa bebanan yang giler2 teramat sangat arh…

aku wish gak leh tulis ape yang aku rase kat sini..but,its a private stuff..so xnak ar kan?nnti kecoh plak..

sigh..sigh..sigh..ni je la bende yang aku wat sepanjang hari,mengeluh ape yang dah terjadi..aku harap giler ape yang da lepas tu dah la,so xyah la besar2kan lagi..just lupakan je *amik yang jernih,buang yang keruh*..Tp,cakap senang la..try wat..hurms..ok ar,ape2 ader news lagik aku post sama sini..

-Who that forget the past are condemn to repeat it-

-I no longer have my heart and my soul. Its just Pain that with me all the time.Please!Please!Kill me over and over again so i didnt feel the pain that killing me.-

Megan Fox Sebenarnya Lelaki?

Tersebar luas didalam internet sejak majlis Sunday’s Golden Globes, di mana Megan Fox bergurau bahawa dia kelihatan seperti seorang lelaki.

Apabila ditemu ramah tentang permaidani merah, beliau berkata “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

Pada masa itu, wartawan memikirkan ia sebagai satu percubaan untuk mendapat liputan luas.

Bagaimanapun, hari ini dia disahkan dan secara rasmi dilaporkan: dia sebenarnya seorang lelaki.

Megan Fox telah dilahirkan di Rockwood, Tennessee dan dinamakan sebagai Mitchell Reed Fox. Pada peringkat awal, Mitchell menunjukkan kecenderungan dalam persembahan dan berpakaian wanita. Apabila mempunyai kedudukan, dia tidak diberi ‘ubat’ tentang perilaku ini, dengan mudah ibu bapanya meneruskan perilaku tersebut.

Ketika berumur 13 tahun, Mitchell telah memulakan kerjaya sebagai seorang pelakon wanita dipanggil ‘Megan Fox’.Dia membuat penampilan pertama pada satu video Olsen Twins, kembar itu menyimpan rahsianya sehingga hari ini.

Apabila di umur 16 tahun, ibu bapa Fox menawarkan dia pembedahan jantina, untuk memberi peluang dia mengembangkan kerjayanya, mereka berharap Fox dapat melakukannya sebagai satu modal perniagaan. Malangnya undang-undang melarang pembedahan sebegitu walaupun sedikit.

Semenjak itu Megan telah bekerja keras, sehingga tersenarai didalam Hottest Women yang dikendalikan oleh syarikat penerbitan seluruh dunia.

Disebabkan dia telah dikenali ramai, dia menyatakan pada Sunday’s yang dia mahu mempunyai susuk tubuh seperti Salma Hayek. Malah dia telah dijadualkan akan mengadakan pembedahan akhir bulan ini. Selepas kedua-duanya bertemu di New York minggu ini, Hayek bercadang untuk membuat satu acuan dada khas untuk Fox supaya doktor dapat melakukannya serupa seperti dadanya.

Di internet telah wujud satu spekulasi samada kisah ini akan dimasukkan kepada plot lanjutan Transformers akan datang.

-Credit to : piratz @ scukz.com-

Sorry!!

I wanna apologize for my english and grammar…im so sure there lot of mistake there…ill try my best to improve it..and again..Sorry~!..

Make your life more precious~!

First of all…i want to say thanks to “her” for accepting me as her bf/soulmate and what ever u guys call it. At first,i didnt feel like appreciatig my life much,just doing all the things that can lead me instant death.Seriously,driving a kancil at 150km/h…wth lol..if once i slipped..lol..*shb0om..Death!..There u go..free ticket to hell*..AND now..i most likely appreciating my life better b’coz i got her to be taken of..and i’ll make sure the she be safe and i will do anything (anything..seriously anything) to make ur life more happy dear..i ❤ u soo much!!..n for the guys outside there,think about the people u love before you doing anything stupid risking ur life..take care of ur self…Wishing u guys will have a happy days!!.  😀

Micheal Jackson is dead?!

WHAT!!!!!!!…The one most famous singer – Michael Jackson- is dead!..Is this serious?!..iunno…but i’ve check the net..the rumors said he walk in into Pizza Hut stores with a  bunch of pizza hut coupon…and walk to his car..and drive away.While on the road,he take a bite..and suddenly feeling a pain on his chest,and R.w.E.P (rest while eating pizza)..LOWL!..iunno what to say..but if he is really dead…this is a truly big lost in musical industry..

Edit : He is DEAD!../omg..erm,most of the news highlighted that he’s converted to muslim..so,as a muslim..lets give alms to him an Al-fatihah to our new muslim member..

Sadness is all i have!~

My heart feels such pain,
tell me how to stop my tears.
What can I do to ease the pain?

Why, has life always been so hard,
showering me with such heavy burdens?

The tears keep falling
as I lay down to sleep.
My eyes wide open,
flashes of my past,
Of things I lost in my life.

As the tears fall, memories
floating around in my mind,
going back in time.
Remembering all the good times
When I had it all.

The tears are falling like a rain,
wishing I could turn back time.
Never thinking one day, there would
be no you here beside me.

With tears falling down my face,
Knowing there is nothing left
but my memories of times past,
When you were there beside me
Keeping me safe.
Making all the problems seem small
As you are standing so tall.

No tears of sorrow,
only Love, hope and happiness,
Never thinking of tomorrow.

Now as my tears are falling
there is no one here to wipe them away.
Just my hands of loneliness
Praying, what to do.

I stare at nothing,trying to decide
where do I go from here,
Which way do I turn?

The tears are falling, remembering
all the things I took for granted,
now that all is lost and gone.

As I wipe the tears falling down my face
I look up to the sky and pray.
“Please God, help to show me the way.
Lead me down the right path,
give me the strength to carry on.
It’s so lonely here by myself
with so many things to do.
I need you to give me the faith
to see me through.”

The tears have stopped falling.
With God’s help I’ll figure out
what I need to do.
It may not be the best,
But it’s the best that I can do,
Living my life by myself, without you.

-i didnt do this,its sumone else-

Hello world! and outa the world too!

Ish..first of all,i think i dont wanna any blog..coz im really (i mean it) sure it will be abandoned same as other things that i hav..even my soul..*sigh*..

Now,i kinda feel depressed..iunno why..maybe becoz this lot of thinking inside my head now..its too much until it can blow apart my brain into micro size pieces.

iunno what else to say about..just..get the hell out of my brain!!!